i have many problems right now: studies, friends, internet life, and love life. with that i scheduled "fixing" those problems.. august for studies, septemer for social life, and october for my luv life. pero bkt ganun?! it seems i do not make it on time. hanggang ngayon wala p rin akong mahusay na notebook sa social, at isang mahusay na original template for this blog. well, i guess this is the reason:

things should not be procrastinated, and is not on schedule.
mabuhay c simang [procrastinate] hehe!

ngayon - social life.

internet! gawd - ngayon lng ako muling nkblog! plano ko p nman as much as everyday on september magpopost ako. hmm..anu kayang katamaran toh. cge! bbguhin ko n template ko ngayon..i'll make sure. epal n lng ang friendster and more accounts sa internet.. ito n lng ang concern ko sa paginternet. ",

friends! i told god (woah..religious ako.. :p) that im experiencing problems with friends.. ngayon, iba n nman friends ko. pero im not that 'comfortable' with them. minsan di ko masabi ang mga gsto ko dhl wala, i sense negtive reactions. sbi ko nga kay maan, "i need a friend who would not think me as a typical artista [hehe]: mayabang, conscious and choosy." - partly choosy on things; i do not say im choosy on friends, but i am - am i? with my last statement: gusto ko sa friends na comfortable ako.. hmm. let's say my best friends. ayun.


how will you know if you are my best friend?

i call you 'bro' or any 'tawagan'
i call you with your nickname or short name
i tell you my deepest problems in life
if i need to cry, i cry on you and burst out my inside
you play my sport: soccer, badminton, volleyball or any else
i could cope with you as to life and its aspects
of course, i tell you that you are my best friend! ",
...

i'm finest with onil, mark, and ekai. pero there are some contrabidas in my life that they part away from me. hmmm, as a matter of fact, i dont wanna lose them! there are just some mere reasons on the why's of things - a simple inevitable thing called 'change'.

may september be the glory of my social life, as it was when i was on my second year, with mark, ayah, and a group once called MECCAL [Mark, Edgar, Carlo, Candice, Ayah, Lowell]

i miss that group!

a. the amazing race! whole metro manila!
b. the talks on the bench by the quad
c. the panliligaw and forgiving procedures ",
d. and the company!

PS: asan n ung mga benches sa quad?

un lng! till my next blog. see you tomorrow!